Sunday, April 29, 2007

mmms. slept at 530am last night. which is this morning. yupps.
happy for many of them

yiling & alan 28thapril2007

hahahas. hey hey that 2 charbor.
pangseh me.
say hao le. together go find stead de.
one by one. one step early than me. hahahas.
leave me alone. no good no good.
aiyahhs. i also dont want zhu ai ni men de xing fu.
hahahas !

stay sweet with them okays.
best wishes !
(: SMILES.

mmmms. chated with one guy called andy ?
he sian i also sian so chat lor.
then later wei nudged me. hahahas. stoopid pig ah.
so hum siap. call me sexy ?!
LOL. smack your face.

chatted with him. he reached home about 4am plus.
hais he is always like this.
remind me of the past.
how i hold my phone while laying on the bed.
because scared that my ringtone would wake everyone up from their dream land.
i switch it slient mode.
holding the phone in my hands. just to make sure i cant feel the vibration.
just waiting for him to get home . until about 330am.
remind me of how i dose off while waiting.
i hugged that poohbear to sleep last night. (:

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
6:17 PM

mmms. didnt blog for so so long le. blogger something wrong yarrh. cannot load de nah. hahahas. afternoon pei yiling go meet her alan boy. hahahas. then go tampines safra slack.stoopid devin say he might come. inthe end also never come hahahas. lol. then lovell james me yingchuan go take bus to bugis street. met up with vincent korkor there. he was following me behind and i dont even know until he called me. hahahas. FATE. lol. hai hao. hahahas. meet up and later go gaigai with james they all. james keep on guailan me. which made me very dulan. he say i very sui bian. becos i can share straw with anyone. LOL. hey hey. its sui he. not sui bian cann. say until so nan ting. then keep on ask me shutup i wanna finish my sentence cann. yeahhs. i scold him kaopei then attitude him. vincent korkor say he diao them. lol. hes eyes is like that larhhs, even sometimes i also thought he bu shuang me. lol. hahahas. then chatted with vince korkor later on. then headed to bus stop go home. vincentkorkor also taking bus. so talk talk lor. he say i look stress then keep on ask me dont think too much. VINCEKORKOR thanks for the tissue & pei me liao tian while i wait for bus! reached home at about 12midnight. korkor pulled me downstair to have a talk. about why teacher will call daddy. lol. its been weeks ever since she treatening me wanna call daddy larhhs. and finally. she did it. gosh i was waiting can.

LOVELL. THANKS FOR YOUR HANKY !
mmms. dunnoh why. i have this feelings that even others care more about me. its been 1week4days since you left me.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:35 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

three days ago.
on the 23rd april
darylkng & audreyli
story ended.

i have nothing to say.
since the love isnt there anymore.
what else can i say.
as long as you are happy.
i am willing to let go.
many many things happened
these 2months were like a dream for me.
i would stare at you blankly
& ask myself. is this a dream.
if it is. i wished i would sleep deeply forever.
& dont wakeup at all.
everything seems so wonderfully perfect.
but of course because it is.
therefore. i shouldnt be there forever.

somethings i realised through
yiling & yingchuan's part of story.
i could say nothing.
but just the same old sentence.
boys simply wouldnt learn to appreciate

THANKS
- vincent kor
- jingkai daddy
- yingchuan
- yiling
- weiqiang
- kheesen oinkoink
&. jiexin for being my listener

last night was tuition. had serioud gastric and almost wanted mummy to send me to hospital. but everything went well after i ate panadol. then i go to sleep. i cried infront of aaron while listening to caoge's beipan. its seems like yesterday. went all the pictures flashed through my mind. from 7thmarch to 23rdapril. everything seems like yesterday. i had never felt so hurt before. wanted to message him. but whats the use. love isnt there. a 10months relationship wont even feel so hurt than a 1 and a half month relationship . i shouldnt compare. but its the truth. i had never felt so hurt before. everybody was against us at first. i managed to pull through. everything was improving so well this week. and yet we still cant pull through the test . love has faded.

i did so so much just for you. and it all ended with just a sentence
my love for you has faded

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
5:06 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

mmmms. came home early well i pangseh friends in school studying. hees. heys. not i wann de hor. head spinning le. very xinku. & yarr. AMY NG misunderstood lovelove for being the one who wrote '' PARKINSON DISEASE PATIENT # ANG DUN PING '' on his chair. HAHAHAS. ask him to rub it off. lmaos. funny can. i am the one who wrote it. hahahas. mmmms.bo bian. lovelove look like the tao yarhs.
I APOLOGISE TO LOVELOVE =P

social studies was fine today. hope will pass. although i dont really know the answers they asking for. but i just wrote down all i knew about it. hahahas. all the rubbish. dont even connects at all. lol. hope will pass nors. didnt even study can. last night was dead tired. mummy also cant stand it yarrs. so she ask me go sleep even if she knows that i didnt even study. hahahas. well. she just told me to try my best. (:

damn not happy now. yarrs. mummy told me something that happened few weeks ago. misunderstanding. & she just told me only now. was damn FCUK PISSED OFF. kenna misunderstood and let the matters rest. FCUK HELL. arghs !. forget bout it !

i be guaiguai. i be daryls good girl.

yupps simply hate those people who speaks without thinking. hell to you. if you donno what kind of situations i am in now. dont step one that you know me well. i not hongster. i only love daryl. from the start & no ending. and yupps. me and that guy is over. not that hes not good. but just dont click. its the past. and yupps the infomation you got. is abit lag. so dont step one kind you know me well. you dont even know anything. so dont say. well although i cant stop you from saying. but hell please. be clever. dont let me hear it from else where. just dont let me hear it can.

TAKE NOTE. SINGAPORE BLUETOOTH VERY STRONG
SICK IS XINKU

fine fine fine. mummy and daddy is reasoning out with me again. hmmms. venue in the hall today. daddy understands why am i pissed but mummy still refuse to understand. and guess what beocs of an outsiders kayponess who made us like this. hell to you. (:

messaged dear last night told him not to skip meals. so thin already can. hahahas. then told him i am sick nors. & hes so kyute. reply my message ask me dont fall down. so kyute huh. hahahas. hes mine forever. girls stand farfar admire only.

dunnoh how to say. i feeling so so sorry towards dear. found that i am always the one who dont have the time to pei him. because of distance &. school. mmms. *i only wanns to focus on him.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:01 AM

Monday, April 23, 2007

gosh .so so pissed now can. its like exam period and i am sick again. what the hell. bloody hell larhhs. just now cant even concentrate on the composition. think i am gonna flunk it all up again. & guess what. i used 4packets of tissues. hahahas. thanks felix & ben. provide me with tissues. hahahas. okays i stop here. going bath & ~~off to bedok.~~ (:

FCUK PISSED
staying at home
no more bedok
no more mugging

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:01 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

me & james

me & lovell

me & yingchuan

me & MRpopcorns. hees

james want box me lor. hahahas. idiot.

me & lovell. snapshot

lovell. eat popcorn must also care about your image.

nothing to do.

buy popcorn. act emo.

saw kavern's friend weihao in that ball. hahahs. doing mascot.

took photo with him. me & yiling.

me & yiling

lovell.yingchuan.james.yiling.me.

mmms. hahahas was fun today. follow yiling & yingchuan to far east with james & lovell. hahahas. stoopid. took number from that particular 2guys. hahahas. their hair very stylo larhhs. me yiling & yingchuan was like. chasing them for 2streets just to take number. hahahas. count me out. i have daryl baby darling. hahahs.

i miss you so so much.

i seriously cant live a day without you.

mmms. message you. but you like busy.

jiu dony disturb you le. hais. but really feel like hugging you now.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
8:25 PM

no permanent maker ever worked on james hand. LOL

how dare you erase it . LOL.

i wrote this on the chair of that guys.

&. carrotcake teacher called my mummy saying that i made the klass chaotic.

just becos many came over to take a look at it. LOL.

these are pictures took on friday. in school lo. didnt had the chance to update.

went to macdonalds to study with yiling & yingchuan .

mmmms. not in a study mood can. hahahas.

apparently is go there slack. hahahas. lovell came too. mmms. surf the net in macdonalds. yiling went into friendster. hahahas. then after that was girls talk. went up to the block pei yiling to smoke. mmms. i dont smoke =x talk about many many pass things until we totally forgot that yingchuan was holding lovells handphone. hahahas, he cant contact us. lol. so quickly went back to the macdonalds lo. then mummy came to fetch me to jurong gaigai. (:

i miss my daryl darling baby

i miss hug hug him

i miss kiss kiss him

i miss being with him

so lifeless without you

chated with yingchuan about she & her ex.

sometimes boys just dont appreciate

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
2:48 AM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

mmmms. gosh gosh gosh. so boring can. the only saturday staying at home. lol.
lovell -tuition
james -working
daryl darling baby -sleeping

hahahas. nobody pei me go out. mmms. maybe at night barhhs. then see if lovell they all wann mugging at bedok macdonalds. hahahas.

exams are round the corner. iam afraid i wont get to meet daryl darling baby next week. gosh. how am i gonna live.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
3:06 PM

mmms. i didnt blog yesterday because korkor reformated the computer. then like abit problem larhhs. laggy. cant log into blogger. thats why didnt blog. mmms. went to ian's house last night. to study. hahahas. tired larhhs. because of art. i stayedup until 2am. i buay tahan. jiu go sleep le. hahahas. in the end also didnt finish art. was really mad at MISS TAN CHENG YING yesterday. lol. i call her. she dont wann care about me. lol. thats part of the main reason why i am so so mad larhhs. explained to her. wanted her to grant my request to let me go home. do art. search photos. then hand in to her on time today. but she say i blame her for asking me detention. lol. did i ?!. hahahas. so i attitude her. glad she knows. wahahas. in the end also go there listening to ipod &. i fell asleep for 2hours. 6pm sharp. &. iam out of school gate. wahahass.

mmms. today is friday. daddy picked me up from school because i got alot of books to bring home. since its already test on monday. i have to clear my under desk lo. hahahas. got home. quickly got dressedup & off to dear's house to pei him. (: miss him so so much larhhs. went there he was sleeping. hug hug him to sleep . hahahas. gosh. i am used to hugging him to sleep. how am i gonna survive my sleeping nights without him for me to hug hug to sleep. grrrr.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
2:47 AM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

mmms. my last minute art work last night. hahahas. 3pages. of A3 paper. lol. teacher damn power larhhs. hahahas. she can see that its last minute work. wahahahas. during art lesson like picnic too. hahahas. brought sweets & green tea to eat & drink. lovell larhhs. kopekopekope. hahahas. change seats liao larhhs. hahahas. teacher came to me & ask me. is my eyesight good. lol. i answer her 350 plus lor. then she ask. can you see the white board. hahahas. i was thinking larshh. wad a stoopid question to ask. i wont be even studying if i cant see the white board. hahahas. so i told her. why cannot. then she ask me change place with usha. WAHAHAHS. benjamin. good game. & now i am sitting right at the back near the door.lol. easy to sleep. easy to talk. easy to sms. easy to eat. hahahas. slack liao larhhs. okokays. i stop here. aaron's coming. lol. blog later ba. CIAOS.

i missing dear like hell.
didnt received his message for the whole morning. wonder what has happened.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
5:24 PM

snapshot of korkor &. me in daddy's car (:

mmmms. when to school. meet up with aaron. then assembly lor. hahahaass. mmmms. class machiam black listed yahhs. yiling lovell james ian yingchuan. ponteng lessons. called to office. ahahas. ermms. melvin leslie & alot ba. play cards in class. also called to office hahahas. mmms. maths lesson was so so boring can. hahahas. i was like picnic larhhs. bring biscuit eat & eat. hahahas. eat finish sleep. hahahas. then dunnoh leh. i heard teacher say. those who want to dont want to listen just put your head on the table & sleep. hahahas. i know hes talking about me larhs. so i wakeup look at him & bent my head down & sleep again. hahahas. since he also like that say liao. isnt it better. like got permission larhhs. hahahas. sleep liao also shuang. wahahahas. history lesson bring the wrong book. hahahas. brought social studies instead of history. hahahas! silly me. stand at the back of the class. talking to james & lovell about recess with siewgek. hahahas. funny can. hate her like hell. treat me like 3yearold huh. stoopid liar. stoopid benjamin. leave me alone. so sian can. hahahas. assembly was sian too. hahahas. err. me & aaron sleeping throughout. lol. wondering how to sleep during assembly rights. hahahas. i also dunnoh how i do it. hahahas!.. was supposed to go home change then go lovell house for mugging. hahahas. but i rather stay home do art. since i haven completed any of it. hahahas!.. emmm. then went to bishan for dinner with family. sian can. i wannt go watch sunrise tomorrow with them larhhs. arghs. mummy wont allow. grrrr. shoo shoo. dont control me.

i miss him
i love him
i want him
i need him
i dote him
few more days to friday.
wondering what will happen.
listening to ai qing xuan ya.
of zhoujielun's in daddys car this morning
&. thought of friday. yeahhs. i shed tears.
emotional is the only word i can use to describe me.
daddys right. i am weak. physically &. emotionally.

Love deeply and passionately.
You might get hurt but
it's the only way to live life completely.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
12:09 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007

went to tambuahmas to eat. hahahas. been long long time since we went there. stoopid me. instead of eating. i have been taking snapshots. hahahas.

let me serve my jail term in your heart for life sentence
- daryl kng 160407

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
8:57 PM

mmmms. supposed to take bus to school today. hahahas. cause i dont wanna sit daddys car to school. lol. but i cant wakeup larhhs. in the end. no choice. but mummy went with us. smiles. reach school. yeahhs. i actually wanted to make use of the reading period so read newpapers. but but. arghhs. msadlin called me out of the class say wanna talk to me. lol. was shocked larhs. me & her. got what to talk. lol. then blah blah blah. its about my wellfare larhhs. hahahas. i didnt even knew i wrote that down. hahahas. she ask me er. so you are not very happy about your family beocs your daddy often go overseas. LOL. rubbish. its just an excuse to fill in the blanks.lol. nevermind. i carry on with my lie. ahahas. then she start asking me about my ambition. lol. another excuse to fill in the blanks. i wrote -to find a stable job & stable income. hahahas. then she ask me. why i wrote it. so i answered. next time grow up everybody also like that. hahahahas. but its seriously true larhhs. then gosh i still circle my sense of responsibility as 6. lol. then she ask me is there any change. i told her change to 5. then she ask. next time you will have many responsibility. like studying for test or wad. so i told her. study is compulsary ma. i no choice must take up the responsibility. so is not whether i want or dont want. i dont have a choice. hahahahas. then bell ring lor. went for PE. running 2.4 my turn to run something bad happened. i cough & cough. then suddenly cant breath. LOL. scared like hell can. i thought i am gonna die. lol. so teacher gimme excuse lor. duhh. stoopid cough.

dear called me during recess. so zhun the timing. hahahas. sweet of him larhhs. coincidence ba. hahahas. but really damn happy larhhs. receive his call. hahahas.

his voice is the kyutest of all. (:

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
5:18 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

mmmms. morning wokeup at about 11plus. hahahas. quite late yeahhs. ate breakfast cum lunch. hahahas. then message dear if hes awaked. hahahas. he also just wakeup. lol. dressed up & took a bus to somerset. (: saw dear le. hahahas. such a yandao freak. hahahas. dotes him lots nahhs. didnt seen him for aweek. hahahas. walk walk around town then had fun around at the arcade. hahahas. tyco pigg. ! wahahas. then walked to far east search for belt hahahas. star star. (: then walked back just nice for MR BEANS HOLIDAY. hmmmms. quite comedy larhhs. ahahas. enjoyed most only with dear. hahahas. hug hugs. went to heeren after it. it was raining larhhs. so cant wait. dear went to buy umbralla. hahahas. kyute him * then went back to hougang. &. standard routines started. LOL. mummy called. lectures lectures & more lectures. lol. i was calm larhhs. all the way. maybe becos too used to it nowadays le ba. LOL. i am gonna celebrate if one day i dont argue with them. I TREAT MY FRIENDS GO DRINK. lol. funny. dunnohs larhhs. quite of pissed with daddy. you cant imagine how mad am i when he said this '' which man house are you going to sleep in.'' LOL. can you believed it. lol. such an freak larhhs. i got the right to be angry even if hes not my dad. hahahas. i did an experiment larhhs. hahahas. i kept quiet all the way home. cos no matter in wad tone i say things. they will think its rude. so i mute myself. hahahas. if i mute myself yet they say i rude. problems dont lies within me. wahahas. damn ass larhhs. damn freaking pissed. hey i almost wanted to go to the police station to report say my dad treatened to punch me i dont dare go home. LOL. gosh. wonder how pissed am i when i having these thoughts. hahahas.

hey friends,
small small request from me to youu.
dont ever leak out my blog address to any of my family members.
hahahas. please please.
i am gonna be over once again. if any of my family read this.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:40 PM

mmmms.must be wondering why i changed my blog address huh. hahahahs. my mummy &. family found out my blog's address and and they went to read it. gosh. yeahs. many troubles. these few days come home only arguments arguments &. more arguments. lol. i wanna explain. they say i talk back. hahahas. i keep quiet. they say i no response. bleahhs. whatever. damn freaking funny larhhs yesterday. so so amusing. daddy wanted to talk to me. we were all in the kitchen. &. he was sitting on the dining chair. then he stand up & talk. so i scared his leg tired ma. cause confirm alot things to say. so i tell him nicely. sit down first then talk.then he dont wann. then i say again lor. gosh he got angry just becos of that chair.hahahahs. then in the end. he lecture me say i wan sit or dont wan sit why you care so much. diao. i good intention also kenna scold. bad intention also kenna niam. lol. damn funny larhhs. got angry becos of a chair ?! hahahas. lmaos. yeahs & so i just tell him. okay lor. next time dont care youu le. hahahas ! then he got angry again. LOL. freaking weird larhhs. i say dont care so much. so fine. be that way. i say next time dont care you le. then he angry also. hahahas. then today went to far east. before that argued with ian in klass. freaking bastard. say i act big shot. lmaos. so i ask him. which part of me stats that i am big shot. lol. then he thiam thiam. then bring out another subject say. you like force james & lovell to go with you. lmaos. i told him. check whats the meaning of force & jio before he come say that. lol. was damn angry by what he said. he say last time we jio you out. you also can say dont wann de ma. LOL. idiotic fellow. errr. THANKS LOVELL FOR HELPING ME FLAG A CAB. although it didnt worked. lmao. but really sorry larhhs. make your whole body all wet. just to help me hail a cabby. fine. i went home. then took bus to lovells house. went up to his house. lol. shock of my life. hahahas. forget bout it. on my way to far east. daddy called me. & ask me.
D : where are you
A : outside
D : where
A : fareast
D : blah blah blah
: thats all i want to say.

&. he hang the phone. lol
so i sent him a msg. next time wan call & scold without listening explanation. might as well dont call. rights ?.. then start to scold me again. mummy say i talk to him very rude. yeahhs. i replied. i only managed to talk 3 words. hahahahas. lmao.

i miss dear
(:

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:49 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

mmmms. main subject of today.
went to centurysquare for sakae buffet with lovell yiling james yingchuan.
fine things goes like this.
there were 3 guys. at the far next table. they were not a threat to us at first.
but things change when lovell & james went to the toilet.
this guy. took his hp to shoot photos.
i thought he was taking photos of the sushi.
i didnt cared much. until yilong said they keep on looking here.
fine. i was suspicious. yeahs. my mood wasnt that good either.
dunnoh why. having mood swings.
yeah they kept on bio-ing. i was pissed. really pissed.
they went off. me and yiling approached them nicely.
just ask larhhs. why keep on looking.
yeahs they xialan. dunnoh. blah blah blah. what the hell.
actually want sua. but this particular guy. step one angmoh. tell me he from victoria school. ask me go home study. kaoo. neighbourhood school got wrong meh. made me even hot. then heard from yiling they say wad have free *** with them then they talk to us. please. is this the way to talk to girls. kaoo. hot hot. especially my mood werent that good at all. fine i sua. but the problem is they have to apologise to us ma. so rude of them to say that to girls right. things went on & on.

felt sorry to dear.
i shouldnt have been so so reckless.
just becos my mood wasnt good at all.
i shouldnt do stuffs like today ever again..
i wanna be 100% perfect girl to dearest
i promise i will try my best to be someone he could be proud of.

actually wann stack high high de.but the person. eager to collect. hahahass

yiling's twist twist

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
8:33 PM

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