Saturday, June 30, 2007

yesterday

after school. went down to kovan.
find yiling.
saw alvin. at voiddeck.
then later he come pei me & yiling.
then elwin came.
with xiaoboy. babytaizi & jim.
slack around together.
then 6plus went home with yiling.
collect her things. & off to eunos cc macdonalds
then slack there awhile.
saw jeremy.
hahahas. talked about that day at reservoir
youth carnival cross country
mrLEE & andy hahahas. funny lahs.
then pulled jeremy with us back to yiling ahma house.
jeremy friend came. kaiyang ah.
yeaps. then later 10plus jiu went home le.
talked on fone with devin till about 130am.
then called daryl.
takecare yourself huh.
dont overworked.

today
wokeup. prepare. go eunos cc mac.
saw kaiyang there. yiling & andy.
slacked awhile.
yiling dua me lahs. lol. go with andy.
make me alone xia bugis.
bleahs. then went to bugis. meet up with
vincekorkor alvin andy & another 3 dunnoh what name.
then went to walk around. eat lunch.
see them play lan. kaiyang came.
alone. to find me. lol. i also dunnoh why lahs.
then like to left out. keep on following us behind.
saw reece. hais. be good boy ok.
return me things. hahahas. refilled.
well. i dont like that. so gave it to vincekorkor.
yeaps. pei him go mrt.
went off to bedok. meet devin.
went to his house lahs. his tangmei all so kyute.
hahahas. then he pei me walk back interchange
& home sweet home.
(((:

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:02 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007

wokeup at about 4amplus.
answered his call. hahhaas.
daryl ah daryl
hahahas. tie ribbon on your hair larhhs.
& you will be my present. hahahas,
bleahs. wokeup again at 6am. damn freaking tired.
never been so tired before.
eyelids are so so heavy
slept on the sofa while biting my bread & fall asleep.
LOL. daddy called home ask me go down.
hahahas. sleep in the car too larhhs.
assembly, to tired to even stand lahs.
stoopid teachers keep on nagging
curse & swear them lahs. hahhas.
went back to class. takeout storybook
& started to sleep le lahs. lol.
physics lesson. heck care teacher. and just sleep LOL
lol. maths lesson. half awaked too. hahahas.
went for recess. saw yinjie. hahahas.
queue so long. yiling helped me ask henry buy for me.
wahahas. thanks thanks. went back to class
POA teacher late lahhs. managed to sleep for 30minutes
hahahas. damn tired lahs.
chinese lesson also sleep. humanities. half awaked. wahahas.
then dont know lahhs.
ian lim. go attitude yingchuan. hahahas.
treat me & yiling differently from yingchuan
wahahas. haiyo. then went to 633 talk talk
while smoking. bleahhs. ended up burning paper there.
hahahas. then tired. went home. eat cupnoodles.
started watching young & dangerous one to six
mmm. going kovan tomorrow slack. darling yiling cant go far.
))):

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:00 PM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

once over a blue moon

10years buddy help me carry bag

LOL

mmmms. morning wokeup early. get changed argued with mummy again. bleahs.
heckcares hur. its normal. LOL
then went out. daddy fetched me to macdonald.
he had his breakfast there too.
yiling came. eat eat eat ! (((:
weekeong came. hang around. until 730 sharp.
hahahas. late. took cabby down to reservior.
still early lurhhs. what the hell.
croos country. upper sec girls run first.
lol. but me yiling yingchuan find one bench sit down
wait for lower sec to start race. lol. hahahas.
dua pai lurhhs. sit there help people jiayou worhs.
then saw yinjie & shane.
5 of us walk together all along.
so freaking hot lurhhs. hahahas.
finally walked one whole big big round.
went to get a drink. then ended.
headed back to school.
but we went to macdonalds instead.
stoopid aaron. ask him help me buy drink
go buy icecream for me. lol. idiot you.
then slacked around. went out side smoking area
with yiling & andy. yeapps. talk talk abit.
hahahas. then took cabby backed to school again.
went to class. very tired. sleep awhile on the table.
then msng collect homework
lol. i seriously forget to bring the compre lurhhs
& she say until i like very bad like that . hahahas
heck. went to hall. so boring. i was dozing off.
finally ended. looking for aaron. becos he carrying my bag.
lol. then went home changed.
headed down to macdonalds. slacked.
sit with kaisheng. cos hes the only one i know there lurhhs.
then yingchuan came. hahahas. waited for lovell.

slow like hell lurhhs. then go coffeeshop eat .

& went to playground slack. hahaas.
then i went home. tired ))):

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:59 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

mmms. today went to school early.
classroom so quiet . hahahas. only me.
yiling darling came later. yeapps. listening to mp3
while sleeping . hahahas. damn tired lurhhs
lastnight talked to reece on the phone until about 1am (((:
mummy came in to nag. then went to bed.
morning assemble. was sleeping there again.
didnt want to listen to all those craps larhhs
been repeating for how many years le lorhhs.
then went back to class for POA. slacked with yiling at the back.
then recess. called reece for morning call. that piggy didnt wakeup lurhhs.
then around 1030. he called me backed. hahahs ^^
but he wokeup at 12pm instead, hahahas.
then after school. went to find teacher with yiling becos of her handphone.
bleahhs. darling next time use handphone. use it discreetly ok. (((:
went to 633 slacked. yiling took cabby home. i went to find reece
becos he seems lost. hahahas. then took bus near to james house.
701 find him . (((: you so kyute lurhs. ^^
then he went home orhorh le. hahaha. me too went home lo.

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-alex-
yeaps yeaps. takegood care of her yarhhs!

-passerby-
who are you to comment on my relationship. please larhhs. fuck off larhhs. wanna say. come find me & say it right to my face. dont come spam my blog .

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
8:06 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

mmms. first day of term 3.
&& ding dong. sucks big time
assembly halfway raining ! walaooo.
fine fine. walk back classroom.
bleahh. coughing during anthem lurhhs.
hahahas. then had PE.
goshh goshh
DREYDREY NEVER GROW AT ALL
NOT EVEN 0.001 CM. ))):
i think i will stop at 159cm.
hahahas. sobbs.
then went for recess.
hahahas. recess so early lurhhs.
9am lehhs. LOL. gonna stay hungry for the rest of the day
bleahhs. then went back classroom. slack awhile.
teacher came in.
hahahas. MSTANCHENGYING
joke with her alot larhhs.
ask her when she going bugis again. hahahas!
then HUMANITIES teacher
that laobiantai. what the fcuk.
really laobiantai yi ge.
hahahas. the way she talk. gosh..
cant described. i just very bu shuang jiu dui le.
hahahas. i prefer mdm aishah. ))):
then chemistry lessons. play with chemicals.
hahahas. fun fun. then went back class.
took bag. went to block opposite.
pei yiling smoke. yeapps. then went back for chinese
hahahas. that relief teacher. also another biantai
bleahhs. everytime like to laugh to himself
then he talk to aaron that time saliva. wahlaoo.
anyhow shoot LOL. poor aaron.
then went to macdonalds slacked with yiling.
saw felix alex karen huixin. (((:
then chatted awhile. some went off.
left with felix & karen. yeapps
then pei yiling wait for her ahgong until 530
me & felix took bus home.
then came home. bath. started talking to REECE
until now. mmms. his battery flat.
waiting for his call again (((:

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-aaron-
10years best friend. you only come tag one YO TAG ? =.=
aaron. i am utterly disappointed ))): LOL *cheam*

-debigguy-
yeapps. i will get well soon . thanks for concern (((:

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:14 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

mmms. wokeup by mummy this morning lurhhs
wake me up prepare go out. bleahs
dressedup. korkor still sleeping
what the hell. yiling called me
pei her go do homework at kovan
mummy daddy fetched me go
then slack awhile. do homework.
then go for church. yeapps. was kinda sleeping during church time.
ahahhas. dozing off le lahs. then come home eat
tomorrow school reopen. another sian sian day
got to cut my nails. pack my bag.
check homework. what the fuck.
hate school days lurhhs.

&&. dreydrey's deadly cough is back
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-alvin-
hiong worhs. ! lol

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
8:38 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

mmms. saw this yesterday at bugis arcade.

& lovell asked. why am i trapped inside de machine.

HOW TOAD CAN YOU BE ??!!

but anyways. its super duper cute lurhhs

hahahahs.

mmms. wokeup late today larhhs.

was supposed to meet my darlings at macdonalds

at 130pm. yeapps. but i woke up at 130pm instead

didnt managed to pick up his call this morning

))): was uber sorry lurhhs.
went to macdonalds. saw yiling & lewis sitting outside smoking area
i went inside instead. saw lovell & yingchuan
hais. dreydrey ah dreydrey. such a loner
everyone have a partner. except you =x
how pathetic. well. i accepts girls too lurhhs. LOL
as long as i am not alone . bleahhs.
then so so sian. dont wanna disturb lovell & yingchuan
outside . lol. no seats let me sit. ))):
so ALONE went to the staircase.
well.. then went back in to mac slack.
did abit of home work. saw ahnick lol
his thing always postpone larhhs. hahahahs.
then took bus home to parkway with lovell & yingchuan
went to buy schoolshoes.
then went home. after that went to concourse.
search for things . then saw him*
hais. dont wish to see him lurhhs. i also dunnoh why.
then went to near mummy's office had subway
bought sushi home to eat . watched the baobei ji hua. hahahas
funny lurhhs (((:

&&. dreydrey coughing getting serious. ))): by the way. she is tempted by potato chips. ahhahas. but who cares . nobody cares me too. hahahass.
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-yiling-
mmms. yeaps went to see le. hahahs. dont go care this kind of people who only know how to anyhow accuse. dont know how to find evidence de lahhs. waste if time only nehs darling. might as well spend your time on me. more worth it. LOL

-theman-
erhhs what the fuck. you also another bo liao de lahs. walaooo. how you know whether am i a bitch anot. you also not my who. be more creative lehs. name put ''theman'' LOL. are you a sissy trying to tell people you are not thats why you put THEMAN ? hahahahsss. =x

-yiling-
darling. people say i bitch nehs. lol. another bo liao de xiao hai zi.

-sheryl-
baobei (((: yarhh lorhs. this guy here. nothing better to do. hahahas. cant blame lurhhs. no tong nian. thats why like that. (((: takecares baobei.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:16 PM

mmms. wokeup around 12plus hahahs.
lazy pig. then dressedup. wait for yiling call.
then headed to orchard. make yiling wait very long
sorry darling. (((:
then forgot the way of going to fareast le lorhhs.
hahahas. jiu go cineleisure wait for lovell & yingchuan
eat at foodcourt there. then went to fareast.
there too sian. so took MRT to bugis.
walk walk awhile. then yiling went home.
mmms. saw xinyi & kaixiang hahahas.
all say i very red. what de hell.
then saw weihao at uzumaki. hahahas.
then meet up with vince korkor & alvin & friends.
went to see them eat. hahahas.
dreydrey playing with lighter again. lol.
then went home . now busy preparing things
before 13 JULY strikes. (((:

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-anonymous-
i will cheer up. hahahas. mmms. daily reader ? tell me your name nehs. make friends ((:

-daddy-
go www.crunchyroll.com watch lorhs . hahahas

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
12:51 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

many things cant be controlled.
& i dont yearn for anything else anymore.
090307 was the day i first met you
the day i love you
the day our story started
200607 everything ended
che che di di ended.
these 3months was one of the best chapters of life
swear that i will let go of it suavely
rest assure , memories will not be forgotten.
for the very last time i say this to you
dear , iloveyou
love you so deep so much
until it cant be easily expressed
sorry for lying to you about it
i know you dont like
therefore i dont know how to tell you the truth.
))): duibuqi

these wounds wont seems to heal
this pain is just too real
theres too much that time cannot erase
i tried so hard to tell myself that you are gone
but though you are still with me
i feel alone all along

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wokeup at 2pm today.
was super stressedup
changed . went down to kovan
argued with mum & dad again
what the fuck. everyday routine lahs.
then reached. waited for yiling while playing lighter.
mmms. why dreydrey like to play lighter hur.?
then went to macdonalds slack.
funny thing happened. hahahas. i shall not elaborate
then saw aaron. LOL. stoopid idiot
then derrick they all come find yiling lahs.
then walaooo. the scene so cold lorhs
then go opposite the park there slack.
& dreydrey starts to burn leafs. LOL
& then the wood & then the swing de string. LOL
then she starts taking out paper to burn. haahahass
then went to yiling house.
watch dvd. haunted school
then mummy came fetch me with that idiot big van
that new vehicle leather smell still exist in it lahs.
making me wanna vomit.

&& dreydrey is down with cough and sorethroat now.
))):
my cough is special type. it takes freaking long to recover

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-lovell-
you always snatch her away from us lahs. lol. da ge. sorry about that lie. ))):

-jingkai daddy-
lol. will de will de. you also must study hard horhs. o levels nehhs. dont keep on hong .

-daryl-
finally you put your real name le. hahahas.yes yes! it will hurt. no worries for me okays. i will be fine. my birthday you better come. nomatter how late. you also must come horhs! x333s

-passerby-
how to explain worhs. hahahas. i dunnoh how to explain. go other people blog. theirs is much more nicer. (((: sorry

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:29 PM

boy. i still remember the time i first saw you.
our everyday memories. from 090307 ))):

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:30 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

mmms. went to kovan again.
study physics. i wanna chiong finish my homework
so that i can chiong shopping
but already no money lerhhs lahs.
then jingkai went off.
left with me yiling & her sister
hahahas. took bus ride back to parkway.
slack awhile there.
saw yixin larhhhs. hahhaas. miss her so so much
then went home le norhs.
town trip tomorrow is cancelled

yeapps my darling yiling cant go out yeahhs.

so dreydrey sacrifice. go her house. chiong homework.

hahahas. very tired now. but i dont wanna sleep

i feel like eating lurhhs. but i scared fat . lol.

duhhhh. so torturing. saw cup noodles in the cupboard

but dont dare eat hahahas. it uber fattening lahhhs.

boy
sorry didnt pei you go down compass point
wass really so so sorry ))):
i sick le larhhs. you also must takecare ah.
most important.
must guai guai
its 01.10am in the wee wee hours.

& you are at home sleeping.

hahahas. bian guai le bian guai le.

dont want disturb you from your lalaland le.

morning come read my blog. call me okays. ?

hahahahas. x33333s i miss your voice.

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-yiling-
hahahas. i always very emo de. you dont know mehs ?

-lovell-
i will de. you also must stay happy with her (((:

-lol-
you always like to put this qi qi guai guai de name. why cant you just put real name. hais. lol. somehow i miss you too x3333sss

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
9:52 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

if i will to divide my life into two sections. it would be.
- life before 13 yearsold - &
- life after 13 yearsold -

- life before 13 yearsold -
everything was so simple & sweet
at that time . dreydrey was thinking how nice can it be living in this world.
she believes in forever . she thought there is forever.
but never did she expected that
forever is just a word made out of 7 letters.
so fake. so unreal.

- life after 13 yearsold -
everything went so wrong
its was never simple & sweet anymore.
its complicated & ugly
at this point of time.
dreydrey was never thinking about how nice can it be living in this world.
she was thinking how nice can it be if she isnt living in this world.
no more hurt . no more sadness .
what most terrifying isnt seeing something scary or digusting
what most terrifying is living in a world of lies

she regretted believing in happily ever after

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:05 PM

mmms. wokeup at around 3oclock.
darling yiling message me. ask me xia parkway
yeapps. changed then waited for her call.
until about 5oclock. then went out.
go buy keyboard with her at best.
then go find her mummy at the saloon.
then went to macdonalds pei her eat.
then went out playground there slack awhile.
went back to parkway. then went to arcade.
LOL. yiling lucky lahhs. play a game.
won dao samsung mp3 player
so style lorhhs. hahahas. lucky her.
i am so so broke.
brought only 6bucks out. hahahas.
then brought along 10.50 bucks of coins.
practically 20cents & 1dollar.
yeapps. lend yiling use up all. for her prepaid
hahahas. & i am left with 6bucks again lahs.
siann. so broke le.

boy
talk for only 10minutes with you today lahhs.
& imissyou like hell lahhs.

for those who have high hopes on me
& for those who dote on me alot alot
i have let you guys down
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry

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-zi-
ni ye yao kai kai xin xin der worhs (:

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:22 PM

ITS 4AM IN THE MORNING

& DREYDREY IS SO STRESS & HURT

)'=

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
3:55 AM

dreydrey snatched yilings didi toy

morning wokeup by the message of jingkai.
asked me whether i got go kovan anorts.
hahahas. so coincidence yarhhs.
meeting yiling at there. around 230pm.
when there early. reached at 1oclock.
eat yoshinoya with jingkai & aaron.
say many yuying students yarhhs. hahahas.
andy as well hur.
then walk around. yiling came with her sister.
went to macdonalds mugging.
jingkai taught us physics yarhhs.
hahahas. darling and me der physics. can die larhhs.
hahahas. then went outside sit sit slack slack.
later jingkai & aaron went home. left me darling & her sister.
walk around kovan. yeapps. then went to darlings house.
slack slack lorhs.
then came home.

boy.
i didnt remember talking to you this morning larhhs
everything was like a dream.
hahahas. maybe i am still in sleeping mood barhhs.
hahahas. message you never reply.
got worried. so i called you.
& you say you play game until forget reply.
arghhhs. naughtyboy. everytime make me worry you
but no as worst as the first time yarhhs.
make me wait for you alone for 5hours.
hahahas. damn funny larhhs.

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-zi-
i miss you too narhhs. see you soon too worhs! takecares beloved (:

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
12:24 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

he called me this morning lurhhs.
7am hahahas. talked to him for 1hour30minutes larhhs
so freaking long canns. love it x3333s
stoopidd , you better dont go drinking tonight larhhs
takecare of yourself more canns.
i miss you like freaking hell larhhs.
are we still fated to be together ?
tell me yes !

mmms. went to dont know which malay shopping mall.
korkor wanna buy jeans
went into a shop.
what the fuck. i simply hate his attitude towards us lahs.
pissed off. i walked out of the shop and waited outside for them
hell to that guy larhhhs.
in the end didnt manage to buy anything.
headed to queensway for lunch.
then shopping at there.
nothing muchh too larhhs.
then me & mummy headed to bugis .
wahahass. bugis again. everytime bugis de lorhhs
when can audrey get sick & tired of there.
bought a white shorts larhhs.
strike off my wishlist. (:

what the fuck.

fine larhhs. its my fault

but you need so xiaoqi mahs

also nothing happen le rights.

aiyahhs. i dont know lahs.

nothin else to say other than

sorry .

he loves to see me worrying for him
why cant you be guai guai nerhs ?
haisss. you are sick.
& yet you want do things which will only make it worse.
boy , please takecare of yourself.
even if its isnt for me
i miss you badly
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-sheryl baobei-
baobei. linked you lers. (: audrey loves you always too.

-DeBigGuy-
mmms. thanks anyways. but really noneed.hahahas

-yiling darling-
darling. i change le. hahahas. miss you narhhs.

& & darling i also sick le. coughing lehs. but not so serious nahhs.

you also must takecare hur. hahahahas.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:16 AM

mmms. went to parkway with alexxiie & his friend lurhhs.
hahahas.
mafan larhhs they 2. hahahas
awhile jiu go home le norhs.
xie xie alexxiie & the dont know who.
pei me walk home. (:

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went home ,
start to do itunes thingy
then aiyahhs. something very funny happened larhhs
korkor wear daily contact lens
then it stuck in his eye. hahahas. cannot take out
& he is like shouting here & there lurhhs.
no choice. make a trip down to katong
spectacle shop find auntie. hahas.
then jiu took it out le norhs.
so mafan larhhs.
went to katong shopping centre.
get off the car. saw weihao sitting outside. hahas
long time no see lurhhs.
then he like so shock to see me.
or he dont remember me larhhs.
something like that. lag abit. hahhaas.
then saw some primary school friends at katong too.
saw so many people larhhs.
& next saw alexxiie & friend again.
hahahas. then went to changi for dinner
ate steamboat. then jiu come home le.
siann lurhhs. having my supper now yarhhs
(:

26 days to my birthday
33 days to yours
x33333ss lovess

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
12:00 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

yesterday went to orchard with darling yiling.
met up with him & frankie
took cabby to frankie house.
slack there. watch vcd
went home around 930
start using computer larhs.
then chat with barry .
chat with alexxiie
chat with xiaoyi
about midnight talked on phone with barry
then with him
then with jingkai
& lastly xiaoyi
nothing else special happened.
might be meeting alexxiie at parkway later
yeaps. i dont know.

boy
sorry i didnt go down
i am tired to travel far.
take good care

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
2:09 PM

boy.
from the start to the end
everything was like a dream
maybe it was never ever meant to be
maybe you was never destined to be mine at all

i realised i may seems to be doing alot for you.

but actually i cant give you anything

i couldnt be there for you everytime you needed me.

you told me alot yesterday.

he told me alot yesterday too.

& now i know how useless am i

although you say you are happy enough being with me

but i somehow felt that you arent

she might be better
atleast you can be much more happier

you called me this morning.

that what you said was just anyhow.

i dont know what else can i say

i also dont know how to say

but it just hurt so much

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
2:50 AM

Friday, June 15, 2007

THATS WHAT DREYDREY DOES.

when she is siann.

LOL

shuan shuo zhong de

xi nu ai le

hahahahass!

TOTAL RETARDED-NESS

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
12:06 PM

ITS 8 AM NOW LARHHS.
hahahas. who will see audrey wakeup so early on holidays worhs.
other than need to go school lurhhs.
wahahas. all thankss to him.
7plus call me . hahahs. yeapps.
NICE CHAT NICE CHAT.

boy
i miss yoo

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
8:12 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

sleep at 6plus this morning.
& wokeup at 5plus. hahasss.
actually wakeup at 2pm derhs,
but still early. go back sleep.
4pm wakeup again.
still early. go back sleep again
5pm wakeup get prepared. go kovan find yiling eat dinner with me.
dont feel like having dinner with family larhs
s i a n de lorhhs.
call yingchuan . sjhes at the moovee with lovell.
haisssh. everyday with your tree.
hahahass. xing fu de xiao nu hai.
so lonely.nobody pei.
lucky hai you yiling.
mummy all came kovan.
yeapps. fetched me to ahma house
for crab meal. hahahas! yummyss.
then come home slack lo.
tmr meeting darling at orchard mrt around 3plus.
mmms. who want be mine from
12plus to 3plus ners ?

boy.
i was shocked to received your call
when i was at kovan
didnt expected it
& didnt expect your tag.
well. how to say.
kind of happy. (:
takecaress

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:55 PM

dont ask me why.

girl..

its your fault you didnt love him enough

thats the problem

i love him too much

& when you love him

he becomes unattracted to you

dont be sad anymore

holing my hands tightly

caressing my wound

it embraces me warmly

too hurt for my legs to walk

eyes so blurry with tears

before love

never meant for me

i will keep on smiling

dear moments with you

buried deep in my heart

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
12:27 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

cut short.
not really in the mood of blogging

1st
no need report to school anymore.
no more detentions.
WAHAHAHASSSS.

went to yiling chalet again.
slack with her outside the arcade for about an hour.
waiting for lovell and yingchuan.
then buay tahan. go walk walk around.
hahahas. kee siao inside the chalet area
looking for my RELATIVE. hahahas!
lovell and yingchuan arrived.
then went to eat dinner.
xiaoben & friendss came.
yeapps. watched incredible tales in the room.
xiaoben & another guy huh.
roll down from the bed.
keep on knocking on me and yiling.
then my whole hand went numb.
ask them play with me cards.
one by one. act yi ge sleeping.
b b l e a hh ss.
then went home. & here i am blogging

boy.
we are over for a month rights .
so be it.
haisss.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
2:21 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

didnt sleep last night
talked to barry. talked to jingkai on the phone.
yeapps. slept for only about 3 or 2 hours.
took bus to macdonalds meet yiling.
talked about many things.
went to school sleep whole day again.
then something happen.
yiling jokingly jio that bastard one on one.
what the hell hahahas.
james and him later took it so fcuking serious lahhs
call people come down. what the fcuk.
did we even said anything yet huh ,
i was sleeping larhhs. & you guys make so much noise.
cant even sleep in peace .
james yarhhs. fucking pissed with him also larhhs.
please lah. call me go out school talk.
you who. i your dog ah. ask me go out i go out mehs.
please larhhs. you ownself mistaken us .
then come out all this problem not my fault right
what for involve us all.
&. you think you very big marhs.
even if you very big. am i suppose to scared you.
what the fcuk.
count yiling lucky today.
or issit you ownself mistaken then lao lan.
thats why like that say worhs. what the hell.
how old le ni. 16 lehs. one year older than us lehs.
we haven even say anything you call people come down.
please lahs. so big rights. settle yourself lahs.
need call people de mehs.. what the fuck.

atnight went to yiling chalet
watched 200pounds beauty.
was so freaking nice larhhs
so gandong.
i cried a bit. but only i cried lahs.
none of them cried .
hahahahs
what the hell . nice show larhs.
its 245am now.
& i am tired. i am having eyebags le.
hahhass. b l e a h h s

boy.
i will keep my promise
that you will be able to see my message
every time you wakeup
& give you a call before i go to bed.
before wednesday comes

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
2:34 AM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

meet yiling yingchuan at bugis at 130plus.
yeapps. then went shopping.
nothing special. same old things.
took MRT to tampinesmall.
ate pastamania together lurhhs.
i want buy tamagotchi at toyrus.
but mummy dont allow. bleahhhs
she say wait till birthday worhs. which is coming soon but not so soon.hahahas.
13JULY2007 . friends. its thanksgiving day. prepare pressies !
so be it . later went to century.
bought shoes larhhs. hahahas.
then went home
something happened
& i hate yoo to the core for that slap.
i promised mummy not to write about it.
i only respect her * mind that.

boy
i miss yoo much

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:27 PM

Saturday, June 9, 2007

slept late last night around 3am plus.
yeapps. hahhahas.
morning mummy woke me up around 11am.
i was lazy. went back to sleep.
12oclock wakeup. hahahas.
tell myself.* i must wakeup go meet dear.
anort this week no more chance meet him le.*
hahahahs, wokeup. get ready.
took bus. reached there around 2oclock.
ate chicken rice.
then go walk walk with dear. around the neighbourhood.
hahahahs. walked to hougang mental hospital
went there to explore. fun larhhhs.
then walk around. go see xinmin secondary.
then graceheaven. hahhaas, then cross to void deck.
slack there. with dear.
lol. he help me carry bag nahhs. ke ai ke ai.
send me take bus 43 home.
hahahas. so fast lorhs. about 30minutes ride home.
then come home blog le.
going bugis tomorrow with darlings to buy shoe !
(:

boy.
i really enjoyed the day with yoo today.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
6:28 PM

its 1am now lurhhs.
hahahas. then i come blog for the day.
dot dot dotsss.

skipped detention today.
cause too siann le.
daddy called the school up for excuse.
pangsehh darlinggs nahhs.
well slept until damn late.
12plus then wokeup.
saw dears messages.
he is so kyute nahhs.
hahhaas, send me 3times
i love you.
well. but anyways.
even if just these 3simple words.
already very happy le.
didnt reply his message.
i think mummy switchh off the message alert for me larhhs
bleahhsss. wokeup breakfast
& start to play computer. slack around.
until 3plus. hungry le.
ate cup noodles. ):
poor thing rights. hahahas.
5plus get ready.
went with daddy to fetchh mummy from work.
yarhhs. in the car. received 3times private call.
dunnoh from who. say hellos. no answers.
scolded that person. lao bian tai =x
hahahas. ! then i realised it was dear !
arghhhs went to ahma house for dinner
talked to dear on the phone.
hahahas. he is reading my past testimonials lahhs.
from page one. hahahas.
so funny larhhs. me dont even remember.
after that went to town. shopping with mummy.
bought slipper and bag.
hahahas. then went back to ahma house for coffee.
bleahhhhs. went home around 10plus.
yupps. bathed. talked to yiling hahahas.
fine. that bastard made her pissed again.
wa. whole day is him him him norhhs.
stopp giving me trouble lahhs ni.
haiyooohhhhs. youu not sian ahhs. ?

saw that photo in your friendster.
how to say,
i know she your friend but.
i will still jealous de mahhs.
haiyoohhs.
maybe i too easy jealous le.
trying to change ..
because. iloveyoo.
its been more than a week
since i last saw yoo.
nomatter what, i am going down
to habb lunchh with yoo.
because i know yoo no mood go out.
hahahas. after lunch see yoo home.
& i will go back lerhhhs. (:
xiang si ni le !

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
12:51 AM

Friday, June 8, 2007

boy .
its our day
its our one month
we have been through alot
being with me is tough for yoo
& boy.
these 3 simple words are meant for yoo.
i love yoo x3333s

take good care of yourself huh.
dont always always make me worry wors.
i also never always make yoo worry.
naughty boy =x
next time i will be more strict to yoo.
sick de hua. anywhere also cannot go
hmphf. cause yoo naughty .

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
12:50 AM

Thursday, June 7, 2007

argued with them last night,
morning ownself wakeup.
already 7am. received yilings message.
ask me meet at macdonald.
get prepared.
told daddy i ownself go school.
open the door. & closed it without looking back.
b l e a h h s
then bia cabby down to macdonalds.
met yiling . yingchuan & her brother.
eat le . jiu walk to school at 8clock. hahahas.
slackk de lorhhs.
start to sit on table. & SLEEP.
wahahahas. talked with lovell & yiling.
found out that school life nowadays really sucks.
just becos of that bastard. what the hell.
& please larhhs. you guys appear to me as despos.
really big time despos larhhs .
really really think alot larhhhs.
hahahas. machiam preparation like that
i wash my hands off you le lahhs
dont even want to bother already lahhs.
wasting my time only.
you just dont come step on my tail lahs
yesterday what you did. really made me..
ARGHS. lim bu kee siao dao hen hiong ah.
hahahahs. mmms. sounds familiar wor lovell..
b l e a h h s.
& i didnt even do anything to you lorhs.
but yesterday saw how yingchuan & yiling slap you.
i think mine was like. LOL
touching your face instead of slapping lor.
i understand how you feel.
yet you took everything for granted.
what the hell.
haiyahhs. i also dont know what to say le.
anyways. went for detention. wahahas.
sleeping wholeday.
& my wholeday really is whole day nahhs
sleep non stop de worhhs.
hahahas. hais. today daddy keep on calling my phone.
just beocs of that ipod. wtf.
fine . went to MRlee .
DREY : MRlee. when then can take back my ipod ah ?
MRlee : ask yourself
*thinking . wtf if i know the answer still need ask you ah*
DREY : one week later ar ?
MRlee : no neccessary
DREY : hur .. then ?
MRlee : after your probation finish.
* what the fcuk . still got so long lorhhs *
DREY : orhhs okay lor.
MRlee : your attitude yesterday was terrible. ask you keep you take your own sweet time.
* ipod dont need wait to off de mehs. lao kok kok. *
DREY : hur.. i thought you ask me keep is just put it aside mahs
MRlee : .....
DREY : ok lorh byebye

hahahhas. told mummy about MRlee decision.
she told daddy.
what de hell. call my phone. machiam scolding me like that.
say you wanna call MRlee ask back ipod.
becos its expensive stuff.
then say what. too long never charge. battery will spoil.
what the hell . please lahhs. dont be so lame cann.
& you peng wei. until like roti prata lahhs.
yesterday say.
* dont expect me everytime go school help you ok *
today say.
* i want call the teacher *
i dont let you call. become my fault again. LOL
dont you think you are so so humourous lahs.
-.-

boy.

we aint drifting apart rights.

i dont know.
i miss you super much
tmr is our one month le.
hahahas.
i not going detention tomorrow le.
i will pei you,
takecare you.

get well soon darling (:

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
7:06 PM

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, now I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say.

I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

Chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
I just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you
I wanna spend
The rest of my life

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, remember when
How did I fall, in love, with you?

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
2:05 AM

went for detention as usual.
slept there. bought magazines hahahas
lunch time changed again. hahahas
12oclock. me lovell & yiling darling
1230. james ian yingchuan.
what the hell. hahahas.
then went to dabao. go voiddeck eat.
yiling darling yao chou yen
went backed to school.
changed of seats.
bleahs. change until outside general office nehs
walaoo. like that how to do things.
then i sleep sleep sleep while listening mp3
damn. wakeup MRlee looking at me.
ask me keep my ipod anort he confiscate
so i off it. tidyup the earpiece then i put on the table.
LOL. then he confiscate. walaoo.
erhhs. stoopid lao kock kock.
how i know your meaning of keep is keep in the bag ah.
hahahas. sui bian him take lo.
then go home. changed go out tampines mall.
meet up with yiling yingchuan&lovell.
so jealous them nahhs, everytime can together.
watched man in white.
so so lorhhs. hahahas. quite funny larhhs.
go home. same norhhs. quarrel with daddy &mummy again.

hais i dont know what you adults thinking nahhs
i whole day in school lehs.
after school go out with friends.
you also huan lo so much.
what the hell.
i go out only you can link until my liangxin de lehs.
hahahahas. i dont even know how you connect de norhs.
then fine. tell you say i want watch man in white.
you start telling me newspaper rate only 2stars
you want go watch. LOL. hey newspaper.
is their problem rights.
what has it got to do with me.
then you come tell me.
NOW I KNOW WHATS YOUR STANDARD
what the fcuk.
must say until like that marhhs.
fine lorhhs. then come pick me up
everybody in the car show me attitude. hahahas
i dont even know what the hell happen lahs.
then fine reached the market.
wanted start topic to say with you.
asked you what if MRlee scratched dao my ipod.
your tone machiam want find fight like that.
then i rude back to you. you say i start first.
fine fine fine.
then daddy all suggested that i should go ask for ipod backed.
LOL. my thinking is that. if he wants to return. he will.
then daddy say i stubborn. LOL. stubborn where sia.
dots larhhs you. then say what if i dont want accept
your suggestion then why still bother to even start this topic.
what the fcuking hell you saying lahs.
i talk also wrong. never talk also wrong.
you also say is suggestion liao rights.
i can choose to accept or dont accept de rights.
walaoo. also dont know what the fcuk you saying lahs.
haiyahhs. bottom line. i hate you guys lahs.
next time when i keep my mouth mum.
dont complain say i never communicate with you guys lah hor

dear.
i dont know what you thinking le.
you are sick.
i am so so worry ni dong mahs.
you say want go songka.
fine. told you dont drink.
you still go drink. hais.
who will not wish or want to see their stead everyday de.
mmms. friday i might try cham xiong my mummy
let me go clinic take MC skip detention to pei ni.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:21 AM

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

talking on fone with ahwei & ron now.
hahahas. b l e a hh s

stoopid fcuker copy pig
mother fucker.
i hate yoo lahhs
who are you to tell people to fuckoff hur.
why not apply it to yourself first
aiyahhs dont know larhhs
MOTHER FUCKER COPY PIG

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:58 AM

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

same ring worhs

maple syrup

sweet sweet love

lovell & lizard ?..

chat on phone with yiling last night lurhhs. hahahas.
she ran out of home last night
because her daddy all go malaysia lerhhs. hahahas
naughty darling narhhs ni.
run out le go to your big tree house. hahahas. bleahhs.
before she went out. dear called me.
i was on other line with yiling darling.
hahahas. mmms. guess he got something to do.
he say will call me back nahhs. hahahas.
but wait wait wait. until about 2plus.
ahwei ask me call his handphone conference.
hahahas. stoopid ron is the one. who call me at 5am
scolding me here and there.
make me so so pissed that i hanged his phone.
wahahas. yesterday overthere whatever & anything me.
lamee lahhs ron. hahahas.
waited i buay tahan feel like sleeping.
hang up the phone. called yiling darling.
chatted awhile hang the phone.
230am called dear. ask him where is he
what he doing stuff like that.
he say he going home soon nahhs. hahas.
but i waited until 3am no call no message.
buay tahan really very sleepy le.
jiu tucked in to bed lo.
morning about 6am. received dear message
he just reach home. boy. why so late.
haiyohs. didnt want to niam him.
ask him sleep early. hahas
& meet up with yiling at macdonalds again.
same lorhhs. then chat chat eat eat.
walked to school. signed in.
messaged dear if he is already asleep.
hahahas. i was also going to sleep too.
830plus. to 11plus sleeping on the table.
wahahas. wokeup turn backed. saw yonglin.
yeapps. then go out tabao lunch. with felix and karen & yiling.
yingchuan & lovell also came. hahahas.
backed to school ..
sort things out with ian again.
what de hell. always dont know what you doing lahhs,
abit only cry. i also haven do anything ni jiu ku le.
hahahas. hey. you are a guy man. dare to do.
then make people pissed liao. then come cry.
LAME ASS LAH YOU. i dont know you lahhs,
your thing not my problem liao.
i dont even know who ae you,
not even a hi bye friends. strangers. !

hmmms went out to plaxa singapura with lovell & yingchuan
hahahas. what the hell. so damn extra.
bleahs. eat dinner at roadside.
seriously lahs. i dont mind. eating cupnoodles.
sitting on the roadside.
dont understand why boys
think that girls cannot be like that
ahahahs.

boy. wo hen xiang ni lehs.
miss you until can die le.
very scared you will go off with other girl.
because i dont have the time to go find you.
hais. you very kyute nahhs yesterday . hahahas
hai hao i admit to you what i did worhhs.
dear next time must come ask me lehhs
anort i dont know that you cared .

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
6:13 PM

Monday, June 4, 2007

BORED UNTIL GO TOILET KEE SIAO

at 648 de playground

stress nehhs. yiling darling pluck afew white hair for me.

SIAN

i dont have tong nian

coffee

garlic chilli

aiseys. portable vcd go detention

bleahhhs. this morning wokeup late again. hahahas.

supposed to wakeup at 6am. but dont know why. very lazy.
wokeup at 630 instead. hahahas. but guess what.
i managed to get myself prepared within 30minutes. hahahas.
reached macdonalds. yiling was there already . yeahhs.
sorry darling was late by abit abit. ahahas.
mmms. after breakfast. walked to school. signed in.
proceed to classroom. ivan leslie lovell yingchuan ian was there.
hahahas. i took out my plug. begin to charge my ipod. lol.
school electricity no need pay money mahhs. wahahas.
then yiling brought her portable vcd player. lol. ai zai.
bleahs. then watched gokusen2. hahahas. was laughing.
until teacher came in scold. lol. quickly keep it. hahahas.
but but dont know why. i no strength plug out my ipod nehs.
ahahas. asked lovell help me plug out. bleahhs.
then actually physics lesson was supposed to be at 10am to 11am.
then stoopid MSadlin. want it to be at 9am. bleahhs.
lovell and yiling lahs. chaotic nahhs. hahahas.
i was actually fooling around too. but dont know why.
MSadlin. machiam thinki want to listen to her lessons nehhs
hahahas. not really larhhs. was just fake attention. hahahas.
but but i really go pay abit abit of attention nahhs.
bleahhs. what the hell. until she talked about the malacca thingy.
i buay tahan le larhhs. then she say what i got motivation. lol.
what the hell. told her even if i got motivation also cannot take it for granted rights.
cause making me damn pissed lahhs. keep on calling my name ask me questions.
what the hell. after lessons mmms. went to general office there again.
detention starts. yiling yingchuan watching vcd. hahahas.
me laying on the table sleeping. until 12oclock. all went out buy lunch.
hahahas. stoopid james. you think nice to play hur. bluff us MRlee looking for us.
what the hell rubbish can you be. make me get ready for scolding le nehs.
arsehole lahs ni. then eat already slack at the general office again.
sleep sleep sleep until 430 like that. hahahas. then 5pm ring.
signed out & go out school gate lo. wahahas.
went to walk walk around voiddecks. with lovell ian yingchuan.
yupps. then stopped at ruiheng downstairs the playground.
hahahas. playing the qiao qiao ban. so kyute nahhs.
well well well. ian paotou whatever james did about me to ME.
wahahaas. shhhh~
then dont knowwhy alot mosquito bites nehs.
then yingchuan caught 2 mosquitos 7 found out their legs are black & white.
SHAGG. hope i wont tio dengue tonight ! bless me bahhs. hahas.
leave that place. went for icecream. hahahs. then went home lo.

very worried for him today.
since morning to evening 7oclock.
didnt receive any news from him.
hais. i was dead worried.
last time i heard from him was last night 2am.
before i went to bed.
boy. you really scared me. i miss yoo
it is the 8th on the friday.
we are offically 1month .

TO HIM HIM HIM.

aiyahhs. dont want explain much lahs horhs.
i appreciated ni due wo de hao.
but seriously. not worth de horhs.
i dont have that kind of feeling for you nahhs.
altough after that time. i rejected you. bleahs.
you machiam become another person nehs.
erms. never guailan with me le. but too good le.
i will scared. & i dont like . okay lahs,
sometimes need your help will tell you. but seriously nahhs.
haiyohs. the conclusion is.
you not my cup of tea jiu dui le okays.
er. nomatter how much you do.
or nomatter i taken or single.
the answer will still be IMPOSSIBLE
sunday your birthday. i seriously dont want spoil your mood

hais. saw what that girl wrote for you in friendster.

i cant deny.

i am abit jealous. maybe jealous ?.

i dont know.

i only know my heart weird weird de.

my mind telling me not to think so much

my mind telling me that its normal

my mind telling me its no big deal

my mind telling me theres nothing to be jealous of.

but

my heart feel so weird.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
7:32 PM

Sunday, June 3, 2007

mmms. today stay home all day
until about 5pm. yiling msned with me.
yeahhs. then i go kovan find her yupps
hahahas. kenna niam by mummy.
so late le still travel so far until kovan
but nevermind. hahahas. heck cared her.
dont wanna quarrel again. hahahas.
so i continue blow dry my hair. she continue niam.
hahahas. then until i want go out. told her i will be home early.
then close the door. & i am free.
took bus there. yeapps. dear called me.
talk talk with him . hahahas.
so kyute. scold the manager motherfcuker.
hahahas. bleahhs. reached kovan
kai kai awhile. nothing muchh.
took cabby to xiaoben house.
reached there. whole house no light.
what the. LOL. damn sian lahhs,
sit on chair you see me i see you.
wahahas. bleahhs. called ruiheng c0me his house. but
his friends dont want
hahhaas. jio xiaoben yiling pei me go down eat.
all dont want also.sian again. hahahas.
ruiheng jio me go tampines safra eat
so fine. i feel so extra in xiaoben house. hahahas
jiu take bus down to safra there. meet ruiheng.
he pei me go find things eat . while eating msged dear
what he doing. he say going down find barry. -.-
& say he leg cramp. poor thing nahhs. laopo sayang ni.
hahas. called him. ask him leg cramp le why still go meet barry.
bleahhhs. then eat finish. pei ruiheng go block downstairs
smoke. hahahas. stoopid sha gua. i dont smoke de nahhs.
still offer me cigarettes. dont jiao huai wo hor. hahahs!
mmms. saw police car jiu xiam le. then walk to busstop there downstair near the block.
smoke and slack. hahas.
then he pei me until 930. yupps.
daddy come fetch me home le norhs.

TO RUIHENG
boy arhs. thankyou thankyou.
pei me slack together. hahahas.

darling boy.
imissyou so so much.
hahahas. you are getting sweeter & sweeter each day.
bleahhs. see you work.
baobei very heart pain. ):
sha gua.
lighter diamond drop no need angry de.
hahahas. like that i more happy nehs.
shows that you have been using that light i gave you

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:55 PM