Thursday, April 26, 2007
three days ago.
on the 23rd april
darylkng & audreyli
story ended.i have nothing to say. since the love isnt there anymore. what else can i say. as long as you are happy. i am willing to let go. many many things happened
these 2months were like a dream for me.
i would stare at you blankly
& ask myself. is this a dream.
if it is. i wished i would sleep deeply forever.
& dont wakeup at all.
everything seems so wonderfully perfect.
but of course because it is.
therefore. i shouldnt be there forever.
somethings i realised through
yiling & yingchuan's part of story.
i could say nothing.
but just the same old sentence.
boys simply wouldnt learn to appreciate
THANKS - vincent kor- jingkai daddy- yingchuan- yiling-
weiqiang- kheesen oinkoink&. jiexin for being my listenerlast night was tuition. had serioud gastric and almost wanted mummy to send me to hospital. but everything went well after i ate panadol. then i go to sleep. i cried infront of aaron while listening to caoge's beipan. its seems like yesterday. went all the pictures flashed through my mind. from 7thmarch to 23rdapril. everything seems like yesterday. i had never felt so hurt before. wanted to message him. but whats the use. love isnt there. a 10months relationship wont even feel so hurt than a 1 and a half month relationship . i shouldnt compare. but its the truth. i had never felt so hurt before. everybody was against us at first. i managed to pull through. everything was improving so well this week. and yet we still cant pull through the test . love has faded. i did so so much just for you. and it all ended with just a sentencemy love for you has faded
MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
5:06 PM
